Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Random vents with the title of "idol of theology"

Silence; or almost there of. Not a soul is stirring, the electricity is off, my computer’s fan is humming. I sit in the dark by the flickering of a single candle.  Although small compared to the room I am in, it lights up and shines forth light surprisingly well. Outside the wind is howling and blowing ever so hard. Pushing 10:30pm, the electric has been off for about 5 hours. I am always amazed at how much Americans rely on power: for heat, for lights, for cooking, for entertainment. Before I noticed that standing by the kitchen counter, 8 objects within an arms length required batteries to operate. Batteries, electricity, technology, all consuming and dictating lives. It’s a wonder how we even get along without harnessing the power of electrons and routing them through complex intricate circuits to serve us with whatever our hearts desire. Without the simplistic electrical energy running through wires, we are stumped for what to do and thus revert to using candles and sitting together as a family on the couch with blankets. Technology is a wonderful thing, even now I am using a laptop, but I wonder just how wonderful it is at times. Internet, cable tv, both of which require electricity to operate. Our lives are often ruled by such things as these. TV has become an acceptable medium for quality and quantity family time. There is little to no interaction between individuals. TV sucks and injects the very blood in our veins and it becomes an addiction. Internet… google… all questions are answered. E-mail, facebook, woot.com, youtube, all dictate our life. Technology… cars… headlights, more electricity. More ways for us to cram more into a day.

Americans get so frustrated if the power goes off at all. We should be thankful that we actually have power 99.99% of the time. Other countries the power goes off randomly throughout the day with no warning and stays off for hours at a time.

The world is small. I am small. I am a speck of dust amidst the cosmos wandering around in life. This is the American dream: become educated, go to college, collect a ton of debt, graduate, buy a car, rent a house, buy food, get married, have kids, have even more debt, spend rest of life paying off debt to eventually retire, retire, sit on butt all day and do nothing but watch tv, if you were lucky and had a good retirement, you may have a second home or a nice car as well or may be able to travel. After that, the only thing certain in life comes. Death. Exciting huh?  That’s  it, that’s the American dream. Sucks doesn’t it? Seems a bit useless. I am not going after the American dream. I don’t care if I live in a trailer, if my car is 10 years or more old. I don’t care if I don’t have any fancy toys to show off or the biggest grill in the neighborhood. I actually would not mind not owning a lot of stuff. Anything that fits into my car would be a blessing of a motto! Americans are materialist though, and this is almost an impossibility. I refuse to spend money on useless things that do not serve any purpose. I will not have a TV where I live. My children and wife will get the best, but I will not spoil them. They will learn to be happy with what they have and consider it a blessing. Call me a miser if you wish, but maybe I am sick of the American dream. I don’t understand makeup or jewelry or anything of the like. If love is love, then my future wife will not care if I do not get her a diamond ring, right? In fact, I would love to make my own ring. Why stop there? Why not make your own clothes and use wood for heating? Why not go green as they say and get back to the basics of energy saving efficiency? Why should I give in to consumerism? Why buy when you can give? Why buy cheap goods from foreign countries that support slave labor to make the items for you? Yes, sweat shops are real, slavery is real. Sex trafficking is real and happens right next to your closest interstate.

Do not even get me started with politics or the government or war. All are necessary evils. Don’t take me wrong, I love the freedom Americans have. I just don’t like the politics and stupid policies which go on. I do not believe in killing any human being, whether in war or in the judicial system. Who is to say that humans now are able to decide who lives and who dies? How would you like me to say that your wife or brother or mother should die with no cause? Walk in the shoes. Open your eyes. Death is death. Different people have views of death and all have different religion. What do you base these ideas off of? Do you candy coat yourself as a Christian? So many Christians have false views of what Christianity is all about. The gospel is not about saving people from hell. The gospel is about Jesus Christ and the outworking of redemption for mankind and the world. Christians have so many misconceptions about heaven as well. Why do you believe that heaven is “up there”? Is not Christ’s redemption of the world going to create a new world/earth? Should not we be living out Christ’s redemptive power now, living out the kingdom of God on earth now? Ever think that heaven is not our eternal destiny, but earth is? Why am I saying these things? Have we ever stopped to think about what we actually believe? Why do you believe certain things? Cause you grew up with it? Guess what, its probably wrong. A lot of my beliefs are wrong. Search for yourself! Don’t just accept what you have been always taught, dig deeper and research for yourself. Don’t just accept what someone says. Challenge! Think!

Christians are so lost and so confused about Christianity in America. We bring so many presuppositions and assumptions to the table. Another of which is the idea of the left behind series. Is this really biblical? Many think not, and I tend to agree with this camp. Either way, Christians need to get back to the basics. Agree to disagree! Major on the major and minor on the minor. Our own view and denomination limits the ultimate awesomeness of who God really is. God can do whatever He pleases! God is not catholic, Baptist, or nondeminationalistic. God is God, but often we turn God into god. We make up for ourselves who we think God should be. Do we turn God into god or an idol of theology? Base it in the Bible, keep it real. Don’t take scripture out of context. Look at the big picture.

As a Christian, what have you done with your life? What are your goals? What do you care about? Have you shared the gospel message with anyone? This bugs me to the utmost extent that I have not shared my faith more with people I interact with on a daily basis. I also hate the expression, oh well im just watering or planting seeds in peoples lives and they will see Christ based upon how I act. I think there is truth to this, but we have come to accept that this is all we need to do. This is a lie from satan! If our faith really mattered to us as Americans, we would act so much differently. I also love the expression of God opening and closing doors. Don’t get me wrong, I definitely think God directs us. But often the case comes where we say “oh well God said thus and so and so I can’t do that cause He closed the door”. I think we need to be careful with this and not base choices on our own emotions of what we our self want to do.

More later…

Disagree? Let me know!

Monday, December 6, 2010

Call to Ministry

Call to Ministry
Thinking back over the years, I would never have guessed the final destination of the journey that God is taking me on.  I never thought I would end up studying at LeTourneau University in Longview, Texas, halfway across the country from my family and those I love.  God knew what He was doing, and it was by divine intervention that I heard about LETU.  I went to a Christian college fair in southern Pennsylvania and it just happened that LETU was having an alumni reunion and informational meeting that night!  Through a series of events, God brought me to LeTourneau to study Aeronautical Science, Mission Aviation.  To understand how I came to this point, we need to jump back and take a look how God provided and lead me over the years.
God has truly blessed me on my journey and has provided many amazing opportunities.  My journey began in 1988, when I was born into a Christian family.  My mother and father decided to home school me all the way through high school.  When I was seven years old, our family went to Gabon, Africa, for three months to help out at a bush hospital.  Both of my parents are in the radiography field, and the missionaries in Gabon needed training on new x-ray equipment they received.  As a seven year old, I experienced another culture that was radically different than America. This trip sparked my interest for missions and has been kindling in my heart ever since.
When I was ten years old, my father started a church plant called Lords Valley Community Church.  This was a growing experience for my whole family.  The church body began meeting in the basement of a house, then moved to the basement of a restaurant, and then finally to a store front space in a shopping center.  I often found myself helping out around the church in any way I could.  For example, I helped with installing carpet, painting, cleaning, and setting up chairs to name a few activities.  As a teen, through our church youth group, I was able to go on several short term mission trips with an organization called Adventures in Missions.  Our group went to inner city Philadelphia twice, and rural West Virginia.  These trips taught me a great deal about ministry.  Our team did everything from cleaning up trash on the street, to feeding the homeless, to painting and fixing up a church, to hosting a vacation Bible school for the kids.  The trips further fanned my interest and passion for helping people both physically and spiritually.
I became interested in aviation through an organization called Civil Air Patrol (CAP).  My brother, Dave, had been involved for many years; I heard about all the cool stuff he got to do.  As soon as I was old enough, I joined up as well.  CAP is the civilian auxiliary of the United States Air Force.  The main missions of CAP are: Aerospace Education, Emergency Services, and the Cadet Programs.  CAP can be thought of as a military version of the Boy Scouts but with an emphasis on aviation and search and rescue.  As part of the aerospace education program, cadets are able to take orientation flights in CAP airplanes.  These orientation flights sparked my love for flying.  Before long, I started to take flight lessons, earned my private pilot’s license, and received several flying scholarships through Civil Air Patrol.
During my nine years as a Civil Air Patrol cadet, God blessed me with one opportunity after the next.  I worked my way up the rank system, and made it to the second highest rank, Cadet Lieutenant Colonel.  In the whole nation, at that time, only 1,727 people had made it to this rank.  I learned and matured so much during this time.  With higher ranks came more responsibility.  I advanced up the chain of command and served in every leadership position at my squadron.  At the peak of my CAP career, I was the cadet commander and in charge of scheduling meetings and training events for the members.  On the state level, I was on command staff for several training activities.  On the national level, I had the chance to go to Cadet Officer School at Maxwell AFB in Alabama.  On the international level, I participated in an International Air Cadet Exchange in the United Kingdom.  During this trip, I met with people from all over the world: Japan, Australia, Israel, Hong Kong, and the Netherlands.
            God used these activities I was involved with, to shape who I have become and my desire to be involved in ministry.  God taught me so much about leadership, character, and dedication during my time in CAP.  As I said before, the spark for my interest in ministry began when I was in Gabon, Africa.  As I matured in Christ, I went through many ups and downs and stagnant periods with my walk with Christ.  The summer after my freshman year at LeTourneau, I had the chance to visit Mission Aviation Fellowship’s base in Lesotho, Africa.  This trip was part of a course at LeTourneau called a Vision Trip.  Before this trip, I was always interested in mission work, but never knew for sure if I was called.  I believe this trip confirmed my calling to serve the Lord with my passion for aviation.  I see mission aviation as a great way to reach out to both the physical and the spiritual needs of people throughout the world.
After this trip to Lesotho, I recognized how all my gifts, skills, and abilities could fit together in ministry.  I took Kinghorn’s personal inventory for spiritual gifts and discovered that my gifts were: serving, giving aid, shepherding and administration.  Back in my Cornerstones class, I took the Strengths Quest assessment and found out that my strengths were: activator, communication, responsibility, restorative, and connectedness.  I believe a lot of these gifts and strengths point towards a natural leadership ability and desire to serve.  God is calling me to be a servant leader in the field of aviation.
This past semester I have moved into the role of president of a student group called LeTourneau University Mission Aviation (LUMA).  LUMA exists for networking and training students as we prepare to go into mission work.  This is just one more experience that God has blessed me with.  I love helping people and furthering fellow student’s desires to be involved in mission work.  I don’t like to draw attention to myself and could be described as a quiet leader who gets the job done behind the scenes.  I am able to see the small details that need to be done, and carry them out with joy. I also love solving problems and can get tasks done quickly.  I am dedicated and see a project through to completion.
Since God is ultimately the only thing that matters in my life, I want to serve Him in any way I can.  I don’t see the point in going after the American dream; life is way too short.  I want my life to have an eternal impact in strengthening and encouraging Christians.  I feel a responsibility to bring glory to God by ministering to the needs of others.  I want to be someone people can count on and come to for help in time of need.  I like helping people out with practical needs and also like to challenge people with spiritual matters.  I am never satisfied with my walk with Christ and always want to be closer to Him.  I am also continually thinking and meditating on spiritual matters, and often write blogs online which describe what God has been teaching and challenging me with.  I am often distraught over the complacency and apathy I see in the Body of Christ in my generation and work towards changing that.
I never thought I would end up as an aircraft mechanic upon entering college, but God combined my skills, talents, and passion for Him, all together into the field of mission aviation.  Because of this, I have many practical skills I bring to the table for ministry.  I am a commercial multi-engine pilot with an instrument rating and have my tailwheel and high performance endorsements.  In the beginning of January, I will also be a certified airframe and powerplant aircraft mechanic.  I also feel that my servant leadership, passion for God and spreading the gospel are critical in ministry.  We exist for God’s glory; not our own.  I can do a lot of great things on my own, but if God is not at the center and my strength, then my ministry lacks a fundamental aspect.  God is continually shaping and refining who I am and is preparing and equipping me for ministry.  As I near the completion of my education at LeTourneau, I am looking forward to the next step in the journey that God has for me.  I am trusting that God will direct my steps, for His purposes and for His glory.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Summary of the Bible

Act One: God Establishes His Kingdom: Creation
Act one begins with Genesis.  In Genesis we are taught many things about God, humankind, and the world in which we live. In Genesis 1, we learn that God is eternal, all powerful, and is distinct from creation. Modern worldviews of that day believed that there were multiple gods. For example, people believed in the god of fertility, god of the land, sun god, moon god, etc. However, Genesis shows that God is the only creator and there is none like Him. He created the universe and sovereignly rules over it as King. He does not rule heavy fisted, but wants to be in relationship with His creation and His people. The God described in the Bible is a personal God who delights in His creation.
Genesis 1 explains the big picture of the world and gives the framework for the place of humans in the cosmos.  When God created the world, He gave it the shape, form, and structure during the first three days.  For the next three days, God filled the world.  God saw what He created and it was considered very good.  The diversity in the world shows in part to God’s creativity and also testifies to a creator.
With humankind, Genesis shows that we are created male and female and are the apex of God’s creation. Humans were created in the image of God. To be created in the image of God means we are similar to God but also different. To be created in the image of God does not mean that we are equal to God in any way. We are made to be in relationship and community with fellow image bearers and to God.  God intended our relationship to Him to be one that was perfect and did not lack anything. We were created to know God and enjoy Him as the creator of the universe by giving Him glory for all that He has done. Genesis 2 shows that work was a good activity since it was done pre-fall.  Finally, we were also created to be stewards of the “garden” (world) and to governor over creation.

Act Two: Rebellion in the Kingdom: Fall
            The transition point for act two is the result of a decision that was made by the first humans on the earth. God’s structure for the world included limits and boundaries for how humans were supposed to live.  Adam and Eve disobeyed one of these commandments in the garden which resulted in a broken relationship with God. The serpent came along in the garden and phrased a question to Adam and Eve which then brought doubt to God’s word and what He said. The serpent then distorted what was said, and twisted words around to deceive Adam and Eve. This brought further doubt on what God had said. This caused them to question God’s character. Questions were raised such as, “Does God really know what is best for me?” One thing led to another and their imagination of what they thought was best got the better of them and caused them to disobey.
The core of Adam and Eve’s sin was autonomy. Autonomy has plagued creation ever since Adam and Eve disobeyed. Humankind now wants to make up for themselves what is right or wrong, good or bad, and true or false. We want to be apart from God’s ruling and set the standards. We set standards which we think are wise and best for us. However, real wisdom comes from a fear of the Lord.  Adam and Eve’s choice to not follow God’s rules is a clear example of autonomy at work.  Their sin and choice to disobey God has many implications. Adam and Eve rebelled against God’s authority.  Their covenant rebellion by sinning, against all that God intended creation to be, was a straight out revolt against God. Even more, Adam and Eve placed something in front of God, which is idolatry.
            The consequences of Adam and Eve’s sin are many fold.  For one, they were not alienated from God and banished from the Garden of Eden. Adam and Eve’s relationship between themselves was also broken and all non-human creation was cursed.  Even the ground itself was cursed. Death was a very real issue now, along with pain from childbearing. The consequences of sin bears many effects on humans. As seen in the picture below that is in DS, sin effects out relationship with God, with other humans, the world, and our own self understanding. Sin impacts every aspect of our life and distorts the image of how it really should be. The Garden of Eden was the perfect example of how our relationships should be; perfect harmony with God. Sin comes in many forms: greed, lying, stealing, cheating, killing, etc.  Our own sin has brought sickness and pain into the world in which God created.  From this point onwards, a very real battle exists for Satan trying to take a hold of our souls and lead us away from God.

  
Act Three: The King Chooses Israel: Redemption Initiated
Life continues for Adam and Eve’s family.  Their family grows in numbers and eventually splits off into different areas of the country.  People begin to have specialized jobs and towns are formed. Sin continues to spread and grow.  Despite this, God is still faithful to His creation and wants to restore it back to what it once was.  Unfortunately, very few people had faith in God anymore and all went about doing their own thing with no regard for God.  Humankind’s life of sin got so bad, that at one point only Noah and his family still were following the true God. God decided to judge the earth by sending a great flood that would wipe out all the evil that existed. God set aside Noah and directed him to build an ark to save his family and all animal life. After the flood, God made a covenant with Noah and his family.  God promised, in Genesis 9, to never again destroy the earth.  God also blesses Noah’s family, and as a result they were fruitful and multiplied over the earth.
            Sadly, God’s fresh start with Noah did not eliminate the problem of sin. In Genesis 11 we read that the people wanted to make a name for themselves. The people’s hearts and motives were not in the right place. Babel represented a communal attempt by Adam’s race to wrest human autonomy from God once more. The people started building the Tower of Babel and God stepped in and confused their language.  As a result, people spread throughout the world and clumped together by common languages. 
God’s plans now shift from trying to restore all nations at once to just blessing one man, Abram, by whom a nation, God’s people, would be formed.  Through Abraham, God plans to reverse the curse of sin and redeem the world. God makes a covenant with Abraham in Genesis 12:1-3 which says:
“The LORD had said to Abram, “Go from your country, your people and your father’s household to the land I will show you.
2 I will make you into a great nation,
   and I will bless you;
I will make your name great,
   and you will be a blessing.
3 I will bless those who bless you, 
and whoever curses you I will curse;
and all peoples on earth
   will be blessed through you.””
            In essence, God establishes the Abrahamic Covenant so that Abraham’s lineage, God’s chosen people, would be blessed and then be a blessing to others. Genesis 25-35 tells the story of how God fulfills the covenant to Abraham through his descendants. God reestablishes the Abrahamic covenant with each of Abraham’s descendents. There is a lot of conflict along the way between: Jacob and Issac, Jacob and Esau, Jacob and Laban, Esau’s wives, and also Issac and Rebekah.  Throughout the narrative, many times different wives were barren. The point of this narrative is that God is faithful to the promise he made to Abraham, in spite of human infidelity and sin. God is powerful to provide and to work through sinful humanity to accomplish His purposes.
The story of God’s redemption and the Abrahamic Covenant shifts to Jacob’s son, Joseph. Joseph was sold into slavery and became a great ruler for Pharaoh who was king of Egypt.  During this time, there was a great famine and Joseph’s brothers went to Egypt in search of food. Joseph and his brothers reconciled with each other and the whole family moved to Goshen to be with Joseph. At this point in time, God’s chosen people have grown into a formidable nation. The story of God’s redemption continues in Exodus. Pharaoh oppresses God’s chosen people during this time. God hears their suffering and oppression and raises up Moses to deliver the people. God’s basis for redeeming His people is the Abrahamic covenant.  God’s people still do not have land of their own. Israel’s ultimate vocation and job is found in Exodus 19:1-6.  Israel is called to be a kingdom of priests (to mediate between YHWH and the nations) and to be a holy nation.  They are called to obey God fully and to keep His covenant so that they will be a blessing to others; Israel is God’s treasured possession.
After God delivers the people from Pharaoh, the exodus journey for land of their own begins. God gives them the Ten Commandments and comes to dwell with his people.  The law was given as general stipulations between God and to others. God gives the people instructions for the tabernacle in Exodus 25-31. God then dwells in the tabernacle on the basis of love for His people.  The book of Leviticus gives guidelines for sacrifices, offerings, and ceremonial law in regards to the tabernacle. Leviticus is all about living with a holy God and repairing a broken covenant and how to maintain a relationship with God.
Israel then enters into a cycle of disobedience and wandering in the desert. The book of Numbers relates the story of Israel’s journey from Mount Sinai to the plains of Moab on the border of Canaan.  The book of Deuteronomy is about the second giving of the law since a whole new generation exists now that does not know God. The people are finally on the borders of the Promised Land and Moses gives sermons to Israel.  The book of Joshua and after is about which way the people will choose. Disbelief and disobedience brings death, destruction and a curse, but belief and obedience brings life, prosperity and blessing.  Israel’s success in battle depends on the presence of the Lord.  The land is a gift from God and is a partial fulfillment of the Abrahamic Covenant.  Even though God has been faithful to His promise to Abraham, Israel has not. Israel has turned to worshiping the gods of the land and as a result, God hands them over to raiders who plundered their land. God then raises up judges to save them from the raiders. This cycle of disobeying God’s law continues for some time. Each time God hands Israel over to their enemies until they cry out to God for deliverance. God hears their cry and sends a judge to save them, but once the judge dies, Israel falls back into idolatry.
One of these judges, Samuel, was charged by the people to anoint a king for Israel. Saul was anointed king over Israel and was successful until he started taking things into his own hands and disobeyed God. As a result, David eventually becomes king. God establishes a covenant with David in 2 Samuel 7:9-16. God promises to make David’s name great, to provide rest from enemies, to give him a permanent dynasty, appoint a place for God’s people, and finally establish God’s house through his offspring. This covenant reflects back to the Abrahamic covenant. The descendants of David will rule over an everlasting kingdom. Israel’s hope for redemption is now tied to David’s lineage, to a promised Messiah.
David’s son, Solomon, became king after David’s death and asked God for wisdom to rule. God grants his request and he builds a temple for God in Jerusalem. Even though Solomon expands the boundaries of Israel, he fails to stay faithful to God. God then sends prophets to remind the king and the people about their covenant obligations to God. The people fail to obey God and the kingdom of Israel is divided.  King Jeroboam led Israel, the northern kingdom, to worship two golden calves, and as a result Israel was conquered by Assyria in 722BC.  The southern kingdom, Judah, was led by king Rehoboam.  He foolishly led the people with a heavy hand and as a result they were exiled to Babylon in 587/6 BC.
During what seemed to be the peak in Israel’s history during the reign of Solomon, life for the Israelites takes a downward spiral. Israel rebelled against the covenant and the leaders disobeyed God and rejected the prophets that came warning them. The message of the pre-exilic prophets was: You have broken the covenant with YHWH, repent from your idolatry. If you fail to repent, judgment will come. And finally, the prophets said a future restoration was still in store for the people. The restoration would be ushered in by the Messiah, it would be the work of the Spirit, and would bring in a future world kingdom in the end times.  The messiah would bring salvation and judgment on all people and fulfill the covenant that was established.
In 539 BC, Cyrus allows Israel to return to the land.  Not all of Israel returns at once, because they were content and had settled in to this new land. As a result, Israel returns in three stages. First, Zerubbabel returns in 516BC and builds the temple, then Ezra instructs the people in the law during the second stage. The people confess their sins and the covenant with God is renewed. Nehemiah, who would later become governor of Jerusalem, returns in the third stage and rebuilds the walls of the city in 445/4BC.
            Act three concludes with Israel being partially restored. The Israelites are still living under foreign rule and have many questions about the future restoration. Will God follow through with His promise to David? When will God’s promised shepherd-king come? How would God fulfill the covenants to David and Abraham? Where is the promised Messiah?

Interlude: A Kingdom Story Waiting for an Ending: The Intertestamental Period
            The Intertestamental period, is a period of 400 years of Israel’s history between Malachi and Matthew. During this period, the Jewish synagogue system was constructed.  The synagogue’s purpose was to maintain their cultural and religious distinctiveness.  Israel was being ruled by many different empires, and they did not want to lose their identity. The synagogue was the center of everything Jewish and was a social center, courthouse, place of Sabbath worship, prayer, and study of the scriptures. Israel needed to hold on to their way of life since many different nations, first Rome, then Persia, and finally Greece, ruled over Israel.  The Jewish people hoped in the age to come, in which God would intervene to cleanse and renew His creation.  The people wondered when the message of the prophets would come to fulfillment. They wanted God to judge the nations and deliver them from their enemies. The Pharisees, Essenes, Sadducess, Priests, and Zealots all had a different idea of how God was going to restore His people and fulfill his promises. The Intertestamental period, is a period of waiting for the coming Messiah.

Act Four: The Coming of the King: Redemption Accomplished
            Act four starts into what is commonly known as the New Testament. The much awaited Messiah, Jesus, finally comes, but not as expected and not recognized right away. Matthew 1 tells us the lineage from Abraham to David to the birth of Jesus. Jesus fulfills all of the prophesies in the Old Testament and is the Messiah that would come from King David’s line; which fulfills the covenant. Jesus’s “inauguration” day as king, came when He was baptized in the desert by John the Baptist. At this point, Jesus was anointed by God and God identifies Jesus as His son. This is the start of Jesus’s public ministry of making the kingdom of God known to the people.  As stated earlier, Jesus did not come as the Jewish people expected Him to come.  Jesus did not come as a militant or political leader, but rather as a humble servant.
            Jesus’s ministry was clearly the outworking from a connection to God. Jesus was fully God and also fully man. He received His power and authority from the Father, the Holy Spirit, and by prayer. Jesus’s main message was that the kingdom of God had come and that the people should repent and believe (See Mark 1:14-15). Jesus also performs many miracles of healing the sick and casting out daemons. As a result, Jesus often drew thousands of people to come and hear Him. He often taught these people with parables about the kingdom. Jesus slowly gains a following, along with the disciples with whom He has been training. Jesus’s ideas are so radical to the people that He arouses much opposition to His message. The leaders of the Law try to trap Jesus and find fault with Him.
Throughout the Gospels we see that Jesus, the Messiah, choices to be with the poor, the sinners, and the outcasts of society. His message about the kingdom is exemplified with how He lived His life.  The kingdom of God is for all people, not just Jews. The Apostle Paul puts it this way in Galatians 3:26-29, “You are all sons of God through faith in Christ Jesus, for all of you who were baptized into Christ have clothed yourselves with Christ. There is neither Jew nor Greek, slave nor free, male nor female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus. If you belong to Christ, then you are Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.”
Jesus teaches the people about the kingdom of God in parables and corrects many of their misconceived ideas. For example, the kingdom does not come in immediate and irresistible power but rather with humility and weakness. Final judgment also does not come right away and the kingdom is not just Jewish or reserved for those who are wealthy and religious. Finally, the full revelation of the kingdom is at a later date to allow many people to enter into it.
            Jesus symbolically enters into Jerusalem on a donkey during the Passover. The Davidic King that was promised is finally coming to Jerusalem! While here, Jesus judges the temple and then celebrates the last supper with His disciples. Jesus symbolizes His death in the bread and wine as His body and His blood. The Passover week was symbolic in the fact that it was when the people celebrated God’s deliverance from Egypt and hope for a new exodus.  What Jesus was saying at the last supper, was that by His death comes deliverance. After the last supper, Jesus was arrested and tried before a Jewish council. The charges against Him were blasphemy against the temple and against God. The people found Him guilty and He was then crucified.
            The story does not stop at Jesus’s death on the cross. Three days later, Jesus was resurrected from the dead by God.  Jesus’s resurrection is God’s “Yes!” to all that Jesus said and did. Everything He taught, claimed, and represented with symbolic actions were not confirmed by God. His resurrection is mankind’s vindication. Jesus conquers sin, death, and Satan.

Act Five: Spreading the News of the King: The Church’s Mission
Jesus stays for a time and goes from place to place appearing to different people. He then leaves the disciples with a very important mission to go into the world, make disciples, and continue the work in which He started, preaching the good news of Jesus to all nations. A helper, the Holy Spirit, was also given to believers at Pentecost. Jesus’s mission continues in the church as the exalted Messiah. Jesus says in John 14:6 “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”
The mission of the church in Act five continues to this present day.  Our lives are wrapped up in this narrative of God’s redeeming work. The Bible is a story of redemption which is progressive in its outworking, restorative in nature, and comprehensive in scope. Believers today are awaiting Christ’s return and final renewal of creation. Until that day comes, we are tasked to proclaim the gospel to all nations, all tribes, and to the ends of the earth. Christians are called to be stewards of resources and further God’s kingdom now. Ultimately, everything we say and do should be honoring and worshiping our risen awesome and wonderful God.

Act Six: The Return of the King: Redemption Completed
Though we do not know exactly how Jesus is going to return, we do know several key aspects. As Dr. Liebengood has said from the start of my Biblical Literature class, “Eshatology is protology recapitulated.”  In other words, the future is a remaking of the beginning. Jesus returns and the final judgment of the world begins. This judgment is not annihilation of the world but rather restoration of the entire world. A new and renewed heavens and earth will be formed. The restoration is for the whole human life and the whole creation. Relationship with God, with fellow humans, ourselves, and the world will all be renewed.  Sin’s destruction on life will be completely healed and the picture of life with God, in which the serpent twisted in the Garden of Eden, will be restored to its original state.


            The Bible is so packed and God is so awesome that these short couple pages do not give God’s redemptive story much credit. God is so good and His plans are beyond our understanding! Act six ends with a marvelous picture given in Revelation 21:1-8, reproduced here:
Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God.  He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
      He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
He said to me: “It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son. But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—their place will be in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.”

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

U + t = ?

What would your life look like without God? Would your life look any different then it does now? How much is God a part of your life? Is He the multiplication factor for your life (determines everything else) or just an addition to it? Honestly, I struggle with this question a ton. I don't rely on God for any physical needs. I have a roof over my head, clothes on my back, and food to eat every day. My health is good, and my gas tank is full. Where is God in my life? Do I just fit Him in with my schedule where I feel He belongs? Do we even begin to take seriously our faith? Is God important to you? Is He really worth giving up in the world just to follow Him? Would you deny your family and friends just to follow Him? Would you leave college if you felt like He called you to some area of ministry? Do we value education more then God? Would you be willing to take the step of faith and go anywhere? Are you willing to be anything? Or do we decided these things and fit God, make God, an addition to our life? Who are we to think we can decided how our relationship is like with the almighty God! God demands He be the multiplication factor, the factor that determines everything else in our life. God is the center of our life, not ourself. Our life is not about me but all about God. More of Him, and less of me! We don't get this though. We continue on in our patterns of life. We continue on wasting time, making bad decisions, sinning, turning our back on God, making Christianity about me, and denying God to His face. We ignore Him and flounder around in sin. God despises sin!! But somehow we think sin is okay or that God will understand.

A good friend of mine sent me an e-mail this past week talking about prayer. "Not only are we called to be faithful disciples of Christ, not only are we called to trust in the Lord Jesus in order to receive forgivness of sins and new life, we are also called to prayer. Any Christian who does not take prayer seriously is missing a key part of their relationship with God."  How much prayer do you think is enough? Do you spend 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 30 minutes? Or hours? Our life should be characterized by a life of prayer-- continually/hours of reflection/prayer to God. Doesn't our prayer life reflect how much we care about our relationship with God?


At a Christian college, it is very easy to be over saturated to the extent we don't put much of a priority on our relationship with God. After all, we get devotional after devotional with short little prayers. Is our pursuit of following God by going to a Christian university actually hindering our relationship with Him? We are not challenged in our faith. We accept the status quo.



Sunday, October 3, 2010

Free Writing

I apologize for the randomness of my tired brain. Or maybe you are just crazy enough to read my trains of thought.

I have not written anything on my blog in a while, so I figured I would write a quick update. I am finally done with all my flight courses at LeTourneau! 14.8 hrs in the Lance, and I have my high performance endorsement. Now that I am not flying anymore, I have a lot more free time. It has been nice catching up on other subjects and  even being a bit ahead. This upcoming week is not too bad, with 2 tests. The week after I have around 3-4 tests, so it will be a bit busier.

This semester has been flying by. We are almost at midterms already. I have been enjoying my classes, even though some of them have been frustrating/a lot of busy work. I am really looking forward to being home with family in December. A bit of senioritis has set in I suppose you can say. Before I know it, I will be taking my O&Ps, and will be a certified mechanic in the beginning of January. A lot of people are wondering where I plan on going and what I am going to do. I have a general idea, but nothing set in stone. My thought was to work as a mechanic as I earn my flight instructor certificate. I don't think this would take more then a summer. I plan on taking at least a couple weeks off, and spending time with my family before I start anything. The aviation industry is a funny one. The cost of maintenance and training is incredible, but the pay is not that great. I could really end up anywhere. It is very humbling to have no idea where you will be in a couple months. I suppose thats just part of our American mindset wanting to plan things out and be in control.

Only God knows where I am going to end up. I hate that I am torn between maintenance and flight. At this stage, there are few jobs (I guess thats my goal?) that offer both maintenance and flight. People say there will be a time where you need to pick and make a decision. I could go flight instructor route and build hours. I could work as a mechanic and work towards my IA or even opening up my own shop. I hate the fact that there is so much liability involved with aviation. Not to mention countless pages of regulations and rules you must adhere to. I think only in mission work are you guaranteed maintenance and flight in most cases.

I find it weird looking back on my years at college and picturing myself as senior now. Everyone looks up to you, and your expected to know it all, be it all, do it all. That is pretty far from the case. I think a lot of college is just maturing and being able to think on your own and solve problems and look at something and figure out how it works. As a leader of a campus group, I know I am also looked at in a certain way. I don't like to put on false fronts, but I do anyway to uphold the image of the group/ my reputation. I am not saying I'm fake, but that a lot of people don't know who I truly am--away from aviation/away from church/away from anything common between us. Strip it all away, and come up with a persons true personality. Through the fire so to speak and out comes the true person.

Deep down inside all of us there is a deep longing to be accepted and loved. As much as we say we don't care what people think of us, we are obsessed with it. I want to be loved, to be accepted, to be liked. Though I like to think I go against the grain in some areas, forge my own way and stick out. I like to challenge people. Being different from the status quo is what makes people unique. We all have our "thing" that makes us "us".

A lot has already happened this semester, and i'm sure a lot more change is in store. Two of my close friends went to India for 6 months. Pretty crazy. You never quite know what life will throw at you. So you have to make the most of every second of the day. Every second that goes by you will not be able to get back. Every decision you make has some sort of influence. Even a ton of small decisions build up and form habits or just change the direction your life is going. We should not regret/focus on the past for too long; only long enough to learn from it and move on. If we get so caught up with the past, we loose track of where we are going in the present.

I like blogging in the dark/dimly lit room. Helps me focus and think.
This weekend was quite with two of my roommates gone.
The weather was nice, and even "chilly" 70 degrees out.
I miss my family and friends.
I enjoyed doing nothing tonight and watching TV. I liked that i mentally clicked out and did not think about school. I watched the Sherlock Holmes movie last night too.
Relationships are more important then papers. More important then grades. I wonder how many lost opportunities I have had and the friendships I could have made with people all over the world. I value friendship a ton. Especially since I'm moving out in 1.5 semesters, things will change. We will not be around fellow friends very often. A new chapter of life starts. New friends are made. New beginnings...

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

New Wineskin for the Church

Here is the majority of a paper I had to write for Foundations of Christian Ministry. The book was really thought provoking. I inserted "EDIT" in various places to delete content I did not want on the web.       

      Howard A. Snyder’s book, Radical Renewal; The Problem of Wineskins Today, challenges us to take a step back and look at the Christian church we have grown up with.  Snyder grew up in the Dominican Republic, for the first four years of his life, where his parents were serving as Free Methodist missionaries.  From the Dominican Republic, he moved to Spring Arbor, Michigan, where his father taught as a college professor.[1]  Snyder graduated from three universities, including Asbury Theological Seminary.  Later in life, he received his Ph.D. from Notre Dame.  He served as the pastor of several Free Methodists churches and later went to Brazil as a missionary.  During his time in Brazil, the Holy Spirit stirred up a revival outside of the church programs that were going on.  Snyder began asking many questions about the church because of the revivals.  These questions led him to write Radical Renewal; The Problem of Wineskins Today, whose purpose is to seek out the true Biblical message about the church.
            Snyder’s title for the book comes from Luke 5:36-39.  He is drawing a parallel between the church as a wineskin.  The idea behind this is that new wine needs new wineskins.  He says that wine is the meaning, while the wineskin is the form.  In relation to the church, wine is the gospel message and the wineskin is the structure or form behind our message.  As time passes, meaning is expressed in new forms and ways.  For example, at one time in our culture, it was not considered appropriate to touch a member of the opposite gender, but now this is allowed.  Time changes the way we interpret (drink) meaning (wine). 
Different cultures also have their own unique way of expressing meaning.  Since there are well over 6,000 languages in the world, there must be countless forms to convey the meaning of the gospel.  For example, in our culture we say the “Lamb of God”, but for cultures that do not have lambs or despise them, the same meaning could be said as the “Goat of God”.  Each culture is unique and we do not look at the same things in the same way.  A paradox exists in the parable of the wineskins, that God is a God of newness but is also the same yesterday, today, and forever.[2]  The gospel of Jesus Christ is new for every culture, for every generation, for all of eternity. 
Snyder calls into question the value we place on church buildings, and how we represent the gospel message.  He states that a lot of times we reverse what is essential with what is secondary.  In this case, the gospel should be essential, while the form is secondary.  If the church becomes about maintenance of the programs it has, it will slowly crumble and become stagnant.  Instead, we need to adapt to the context of the change around us in order to thrive and create a new wineskin to advance the gospel.  Snyder calls for a cataclysm with the way the American church operates.
            Snyder says that rich churches easily become so caught up with the maintenance of what they have, that they forget the poor.  He says that ministry to the poor should be near the center of how a church operates.  Churches which do not take care of the poor have a distorted view of the gospel message.  Jesus’ ministry was focused around the poor and the outcasts.  Jesus realized that these people were more open to the gospel than the rich.  Rich churches with resources give Christians a way to mask our brokenness and pain- the very things we have in common with the poor.  The poor are critical members of the body of Christ.  Snyder says that “The poor are the seedbed of spiritual and social revolution; radical renewal.”[3]  Radical renewal for churches starts with the poor.
            The book then explains the history of the church: from how it went from a tabernacle, to a temple, to the modern day church.  He says that the temptation of the church today is to reinstate elements from the past and turn a community into an institution.  The point he is making is: do we serve the building, or does the building serve us?  This relates to the point that Winston Churchill made, “We shape our buildings, thereafter they shape us.”[4]  A building limits the possibilities of ministry.  Snyder explains this problem as suffering from an edifice complex.  We get so caught up with the church building that it really tells more about our immobility, inflexibility, lack of fellowship, pride, and even division of class and race.  Snyder suggests that Christians have become caught up with the idea that the church is a building and have forgotten that the building shapes how we view ministry and that every Christian is in ministry.
            Snyder changes pace now and moves from looking at problems with the old wineskin to the Biblical makeup for a new wineskin.  He says that “The church today is suffering from a fellowship crisis.”[5]  As Christians, we need the fellowship of the Spirit which has a vertical dimension with God and a horizontal dimension with others.  He says that fellowship is given by the Holy Spirit and requires humility and honesty.  Christians need to remove the false façade we put on during church services.  Only then, will God’s grace flow and work in our fellowship.
            Snyder says that these honest relationships are the start of creating a new wineskin for the church.  We are created to be in relationship with God and with our brothers and sisters in the Lord.  These types of relationships provide growth, accountability and a different perspective.  Often our culture influences the way we hear the gospel.  Having another cultural view helps us hear the gospel without our filters of life, we have grown up with, get in the way.  Christians need to live with the idea in mind that we are God’s chosen people.  Snyder says we need to live out being a holy people in active tension with the world- to be in the world but not of it.  We were bought with a price and are in a covenant relationship with God.
            The structure of the church needs to be flexible, dynamic, interactive, organic, and willing to listen to God’s prompting.  Snyder also says that we can only experience the mind of Christ if Christians’ spiritual gifts are awakened and exercised.[6]  Snyder gives a model of the church as three concentric circles, where the glory of God is at the center.  The second circle explains how the church brings glory to God.  This can be through worship, its life in community or its witness to the world.  These areas are further broken down and examined in the last circle.  Worship consists of: Instruction, repentance, and celebration.  Community consists of: The gifts of the Spirit, discipline, and sanctification.  Witness consists of: Evangelizing, serving others, and justice.  All of these circles are interconnected one to another.  The idea is that as the body of Christ, we accomplish all of the aspects.
Christians have many misconceptions on spiritual gifts.  Snyder says two problems are that we are only comfortable with certain gifts and lose sight that they are for the building up of the church.[7]  Christians also tend to be confused about their gifting or even deny or discredit spiritual gifts altogether.  At the center of spiritual gifts is not some type of hocus-pocus, but the cross of Christ. The Biblical meaning of spiritual gifts needs to be understood for the renewal of the church’s wineskin.
            Snyder gives a model for the church that is based around the three concentric circles.  Snyder points to a small group of believers as the model.  This model is flexible, inclusive, mobile, personal, can grow by division, effective with evangelism, requires minimal professional leadership, and is adaptable to the institutionalized church.  He continues on and compares the church that God created to the parachurch structure that we created.  The parachurch structure is culturally bound and shaped by human tradition.  God’s view of the church is opposite to this and exists to bring glory to His name.  Looking back on history, Snyder relates God’s view of the church to John Wesley and his movement.  Wesley’s key ideas were a personal salvation through Jesus Christ, spirit-filled life, and active social involvement.[8]  John Wesley was not confined to the church building but carried his message to all who would hear.  Wesley was also effective because he formed dynamic cell groups of discipleship and preached the gospel to the poor.
            Snyder ends his book with a call of urgency.  Our world is accelerating at an amazing rate with advances in technology, industry and culture.  The media has in effect taken over our lives and told us what to believe and when to believe it.  This is just one of Satan’s plans to try and put anything in our path that will take our eyes off Christ.  The church needs to be ready for the bridegroom of Christ’s return.  The church needs a new wineskin of authentic and Spirit-filled believers who are intentionally pursuing God’s glory; only then will the wine have a new wineskin.
            I found this book very insightful and challenging in the way we approach church.  I feel like one of the greatest downfalls to modern day churches is their size and structure.  For example, I visited a church over summer break and was taken aback that I could just walk in and then disappear into the crowd of people.  I went through the whole service with not one person coming up to me and introducing their selves.  If I am not an outgoing person or an unsaved individual looking at this church from the outside, I would not have come back.  There was no fellowship or outreach.....EDIT....  The chairs were set up in a way so that several cliques of people formed. ....EDIT..... We were gathered not interested about fellowship but worldly desires.  We were gathered to check off another box that says “I am a Christian, this is what Christians do.”
EDIT.....  Are we caught up in our programs more than we are caught up in our love for God?  Too many Christians come to church to take and not to give back to God and serve others.  I almost feel like the church has become more of a production, rather than bringing glory to God.  Ever realize that a large percentage of our worship songs are about us and not God?  We have lost sight that worship is about brining glory to God.
....true unity of believers... EDIT.  We come to church, we get a God dose, then we leave right after the service and think this is enough.  After all, the church follows a strict two hour schedule of worship, announcements and message.  This strict schedule allows no opportunities for church members to exercise their spiritual gifts.  Christians are stuck in our ways of comfortable Christianity in the church.  For example, people always sit in the same spot Sunday after Sunday.  We are comfortable and are resistant or even scared of change.  This idea points directly to one of Snyder’s main points; the church needs to be flexible, dynamic, and interactive.  The church falls into conformity more than being dynamic.  An example of this can be seen in worship- how if there is a pause, or people think worship is done, one person will sit down and the rest will follow.  Even if worship was not done, no one wants to break the status quo. 
            Snyder said that the start of making a new wineskin is honest relationships with fellow believers.  Why is it than that I see fakeness and hypocrisy scattered all throughout church?  We all fall prone to this trap and are not perfect, but we mask our brokenness.  Christians put on their “Sunday best” to come to church.  I understand the fact that we should give God our best, including how we dress, but why only on a Sunday morning?  Are we not serving God and being a witness continually?  Why do we feel it is okay to wear skimpy clothes throughout the week, and then not on Sunday?  Our church structure turns off people based solely on the fact that they feel obligated to dress up.  Romans 14 says we should not put any stumbling blocks in the way of our brothers; this includes the way we dress.
EDIT....  We are caught up with the building and not the people.  The church building limits the ministry which can flow from it.  Many churches have multiple services to accommodate more people because the building is too small.  Instead of upsizing, maybe it is time that churches start downsizing and spreading out.
            Church leaders should seriously take a step back and examine their idea of church.  Granted, there are exceptions to the rules and not all churches are necessarily wrong.  Big churches have a large potential to carry out programs that smaller churches could never do.  With this being said, we should really consider our church from a Biblical perspective.  Is the church so big that you don’t know everyone’s names or have a close connection with them?  Is the church flexible with its programs or so rigid that it is impossible to change?  Is our worship all about us or is it about brining glory to God?  Is there unity among believers and opportunity for the body of Christ to build each other up by using their spiritual gifts?  Do you see church members putting on false fronts and Sunday clothes?  Does the church building serve you, or do you serve the building?  Look at the way the pews or chairs are arranged; maybe do away with them.  Examine your expenses and the priority you place on the poor; consider splitting up into multiple home groups.
If any one of the previous questions hit home, it is time to throw out the old wineskin.  We should seek and prayerfully ask God to direct us in forming a new way of being the church.  For Christ’s glory, we form a new wineskin for the new wine.  Above all, Christians should hunger and thirst for more of God and not be afraid of change.  The time is short and the bridegroom is coming; is the church ready?



[1] Wineskins New & Old; My Story. 25 September 2010 .
[2] See Luke 5:38 and Hebrews 13:8
[3] Snyder, Howard A. Radical Renewal; The Problem of Wineskins Today. Page 44
[5] Ibid 83
[6] Ibid 114
[7] Ibid 145
[8] Ibid 180-181